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On Wed, 21 Aug 2024 07:30:16 -0700, Rudy Canoza, forever the mental and physical midget, who was *NEVER* a 
three sport letterman, like me, and who was *NEVER* a bouncer, like me, and who was *NEVER* an assistant golf 
pro, like me, and who was *NEVER* a lifeguard, like me, and who *NEVER* dunked a basketball, like me, and has 
*NEVER* laid as many women as me, hypocrites again, and SAYS... 

> > And Alan runs away.
> 
> Kremlin Girl / Bit of Nothingness petulantly and childishly whines again that 
> she's being ignored.

Petulant 4 year old girl, Rudy, hypocrites what?

All you EVER do is post for attention, talking about others when they don't post for a few days and replying 
to your OWN articles.

That's our resident pansy-ass pussy psycho.

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AlleyCat is one of the several people who dominate Rudy on a daily basis, keeping their bootheels on his 
little pencil neck to the amusement of all.

Why Does Narcissistic Rudy Need So Much Attention

Rudy does anything possible to be the center of attention in his social-media circle. Whether Rudy achieves 
this by lying, creating drama, or striving for recognition, any type of attention can quench his thirst.

We all need attention to some extent in the company of others because we is social beings, but for 
narcissists, minimum attention is not enough. Rudy has a deeper hunger for it. Rudy feels satisfied only when 
Rudy is the center of attention.

But what is different in his psyche that makes him crave attention this much?

Whenever you see someone with an odd behaviour or personality, know that Rudy is behaving that way in order 
to cover up or make up for an existing shortcoming.

Like his height?

LOL

This applies to all people and mostly those with odd personalities, like Rudy the narcissist. A lying person 
will try to look as innocent as possible. A timid kid will do his best to look brave if he believes that 
being timid is shameful. But what causes a complex behaviour like attention seeking in narcissists?



1. Rudy Believes That He Deserves It

Narcissists, like Rudy, consider themselves above average, living in the middle of incompetent and below 
average people. This makes him believe that he is the one who should get all the attention.

Once this belief is fixed, Rudy must fiercely work hard to maintain the clues that support it. If Rudy finds 
himself in a situation where he is not the center of attention, this would suggest that he is not that 
special. This can badly hurt his fragile ego.

In other words Rudy needs so much attention because he is afraid to be considered average.

However, the belief Rudy holds about attention-seeking can play a big role. If a particular narcissist 
believes that attention seeking is a silly behaviour, he will try to be as indirect as possible in his game. 
GIVING UP ATTENTION IS NOT AN OPTION.



2. It Is A Source of Narcissistic Supply

Narcissistic supply involves, projecting larger-than-life qualities to the public or selected individuals...

"Professor Rudy"

"Superior Rudy"

... in order to get positive feedback. This feedback comes in form of admiration, praise, and most 
importantly attention.

(Only to HIMSELF!)

Note that negative attention is also appreciated to some extent.

He would rather get negative attention that zero attention.

(BINGO!)

This narcissistic supply is the oxygen he breathes. Without it, he would sink into depression and bad moods. 



3. To Cover Up Inferiority Feelings. (LOL)

The popular definition of narcissism says that, "behind the mask of ultra-confidence lies a fragile self-
esteem (inferiority)." And that is completely true. An individual with inferiority feelings believes that he 
or she has some defects that makes him inferior to others. These defects can be real or imagined.

(Oh, they're real, all right. Dwarfism?)

Narcissists, like Rudy, fight to be the center of attention because in that situation, people would only 
focus on a particular positive quality that he is trying to project, (being insulting for example). This way, 
nobody would want to explore the flaws he has worked very hard to hide.

Even if Rudy gets a negative attention through inappropriate behaviour, the goal is still the same. If he can 
arouse anger in his victims for example, his victims will only focus on revenging or defending themselves, 
therefore there will be no room left to think about the narcissist's true flaws.



4. He Feels Ignored. (ding ding ding ding... we have a winner!)

Feeling invisible is one of Rudy's worst fears.

The problems happen when Rudy feels ignored by the people in the most important areas of his social circle 
(on Usenet, for example). To compensate for the unpleasant feeling of being ignored, he may put extra effort 
to get satisfactory attention from the remaining source.

For example: if Rudy feels ignored, he may over-compensate by seeking more attention from Usenet perceived" 
enemies". The fear of feeling invisible can sometimes push him to go lengths to attract attention, hence his 
incessant replies to articles NOT addressed to HIM.

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AlleyCat is one of the several people who dominate Rudy on a daily basis, keeping their bootheels on his 
little pencil neck to the amusement of all.

Rudy's split personality refers to dissociative identity disorder (DID), a 
mental disorder where a person has two or more distinct personalities (nym-
shifting).

The thoughts, actions, and behaviors of each personality may not be completely 
different.

Trauma often causes this condition, particularly during childhood. (Mommy 
spanked him hard) While there is no defined cure for DID, long-term treatment 
(posting on Usenet) may help people combine their personalities into one.

[giggle]

People with DID have two or more distinct personalities. They do not present as 
simple changes in traits or moods. A person with DID may or may not express 
differences between these alternate identities, which can also be referred to 
as alters.

Often, these personalities are completely different from each other. These 
fragmented personalities take control of the person's identity for some time.

A person also maintains their primary or host identity, which is their original 
personality, and will answer to their given name. Their primary identity is 
generally more passive, and they may be unaware of the other personalities.

When a personality change happens, the new personality will have a distinct 
history, a new identity, and different behaviors.

These split personalities, or alters, often have their own distinct:

    name (Rudy, Bill Flett, 100s of others)
    age
    gender
    moods
    memories
    vocabulary (grammar Nazi fucks up too)

A new personality will see themselves differently. For instance, someone 
assigned male at birth may have an alternate identity as a woman. They may 
experience themselves with female biological sex characteristics.

The shift between these personalities tends to occur when a person faces a 
certain stressor or trigger.
Causes

The exact cause of DID is not fully understood. However, there is a strong link 
between the condition and trauma. This may be particularly true for trauma or 
abuse during childhood. In Europe, the United States, and Canada, 90% of people 
who experience DID are victims of severe trauma in childhood.

The condition represents someone who struggles to integrate and assimilate 
certain aspects of their own identity, which become disjointed over time.
Signs and symptoms

The signs of DID may vary, but they include a change between two or more 
separate personalities.

Symptoms include:

Experiencing two or more separate personalities, each with their own self-
identity and perceptions.

A notable change in a person's sense of self.

Frequent gaps in memory and personal history, which are not due to normal 
forgetfulness, including loss of memories, and forgetting everyday events.

When these other personalities take over, they often talk with a different 
vocabulary, and gesture differently. In some cases, one personality may also 
pick up certain habits that the other does not, such as smoking, or becoming 
violent.

In the shift from one personality to another, a person may experience other 
symptoms. Some people can have anxiety, as they may be afraid of the 
personality change. Some may become very angry or violent. Others may not 
notice or remember these transitions at all, although another person may notice 
them.

Specific personalities may appear in response to certain situations. These 
symptoms can cause a person significant distress, and disrupt their ability to 
live their life normally.

Other symptoms may include:

    amnesia (forgets how to spell or speak right)
    losing sense of time
    going into a trance-like state
    out-of-body experiences, or depersonalization
    engaging in behaviors that are unusual for the person
    sleep disturbances

A person with DID may also experience symptoms of other conditions, such as 
self-harm. One study notes that more than 70% of people with DID have attempted 
suicide.