From: AlleyCat <katt@gmail.com>
Newsgroups: alt.fan.rush-limbaugh,can.politics,alt.politics.trump,alt.politics.liberalism,alt.politics.democrats,alt.politics.usa.republican
Subject: Coming From A Psycho Who Posts ABOUT Other People JUST To Get Attention...
Date: Wed, 21 Aug 2024 09:44:13 -0500
Organization: AlleyCat Computing, Inc.
On Wed, 21 Aug 2024 07:30:16 -0700, Rudy Canoza, forever the mental and physical midget, who was *NEVER* a
three sport letterman, like me, and who was *NEVER* a bouncer, like me, and who was *NEVER* an assistant golf
pro, like me, and who was *NEVER* a lifeguard, like me, and who *NEVER* dunked a basketball, like me, and has
*NEVER* laid as many women as me, hypocrites again, and SAYS...
> > And Alan runs away.
>
> Kremlin Girl / Bit of Nothingness petulantly and childishly whines again that
> she's being ignored.
Petulant 4 year old girl, Rudy, hypocrites what?
All you EVER do is post for attention, talking about others when they don't post for a few days and replying
to your OWN articles.
That's our resident pansy-ass pussy psycho.
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AlleyCat is one of the several people who dominate Rudy on a daily basis, keeping their bootheels on his
little pencil neck to the amusement of all.
Why Does Narcissistic Rudy Need So Much Attention
Rudy does anything possible to be the center of attention in his social-media circle. Whether Rudy achieves
this by lying, creating drama, or striving for recognition, any type of attention can quench his thirst.
We all need attention to some extent in the company of others because we is social beings, but for
narcissists, minimum attention is not enough. Rudy has a deeper hunger for it. Rudy feels satisfied only when
Rudy is the center of attention.
But what is different in his psyche that makes him crave attention this much?
Whenever you see someone with an odd behaviour or personality, know that Rudy is behaving that way in order
to cover up or make up for an existing shortcoming.
Like his height?
LOL
This applies to all people and mostly those with odd personalities, like Rudy the narcissist. A lying person
will try to look as innocent as possible. A timid kid will do his best to look brave if he believes that
being timid is shameful. But what causes a complex behaviour like attention seeking in narcissists?
1. Rudy Believes That He Deserves It
Narcissists, like Rudy, consider themselves above average, living in the middle of incompetent and below
average people. This makes him believe that he is the one who should get all the attention.
Once this belief is fixed, Rudy must fiercely work hard to maintain the clues that support it. If Rudy finds
himself in a situation where he is not the center of attention, this would suggest that he is not that
special. This can badly hurt his fragile ego.
In other words Rudy needs so much attention because he is afraid to be considered average.
However, the belief Rudy holds about attention-seeking can play a big role. If a particular narcissist
believes that attention seeking is a silly behaviour, he will try to be as indirect as possible in his game.
GIVING UP ATTENTION IS NOT AN OPTION.
2. It Is A Source of Narcissistic Supply
Narcissistic supply involves, projecting larger-than-life qualities to the public or selected individuals...
"Professor Rudy"
"Superior Rudy"
... in order to get positive feedback. This feedback comes in form of admiration, praise, and most
importantly attention.
(Only to HIMSELF!)
Note that negative attention is also appreciated to some extent.
He would rather get negative attention that zero attention.
(BINGO!)
This narcissistic supply is the oxygen he breathes. Without it, he would sink into depression and bad moods.
3. To Cover Up Inferiority Feelings. (LOL)
The popular definition of narcissism says that, "behind the mask of ultra-confidence lies a fragile self-
esteem (inferiority)." And that is completely true. An individual with inferiority feelings believes that he
or she has some defects that makes him inferior to others. These defects can be real or imagined.
(Oh, they're real, all right. Dwarfism?)
Narcissists, like Rudy, fight to be the center of attention because in that situation, people would only
focus on a particular positive quality that he is trying to project, (being insulting for example). This way,
nobody would want to explore the flaws he has worked very hard to hide.
Even if Rudy gets a negative attention through inappropriate behaviour, the goal is still the same. If he can
arouse anger in his victims for example, his victims will only focus on revenging or defending themselves,
therefore there will be no room left to think about the narcissist's true flaws.
4. He Feels Ignored. (ding ding ding ding... we have a winner!)
Feeling invisible is one of Rudy's worst fears.
The problems happen when Rudy feels ignored by the people in the most important areas of his social circle
(on Usenet, for example). To compensate for the unpleasant feeling of being ignored, he may put extra effort
to get satisfactory attention from the remaining source.
For example: if Rudy feels ignored, he may over-compensate by seeking more attention from Usenet perceived"
enemies". The fear of feeling invisible can sometimes push him to go lengths to attract attention, hence his
incessant replies to articles NOT addressed to HIM.
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AlleyCat is one of the several people who dominate Rudy on a daily basis, keeping their bootheels on his
little pencil neck to the amusement of all.
Rudy's split personality refers to dissociative identity disorder (DID), a
mental disorder where a person has two or more distinct personalities (nym-
shifting).
The thoughts, actions, and behaviors of each personality may not be completely
different.
Trauma often causes this condition, particularly during childhood. (Mommy
spanked him hard) While there is no defined cure for DID, long-term treatment
(posting on Usenet) may help people combine their personalities into one.
[giggle]
People with DID have two or more distinct personalities. They do not present as
simple changes in traits or moods. A person with DID may or may not express
differences between these alternate identities, which can also be referred to
as alters.
Often, these personalities are completely different from each other. These
fragmented personalities take control of the person's identity for some time.
A person also maintains their primary or host identity, which is their original
personality, and will answer to their given name. Their primary identity is
generally more passive, and they may be unaware of the other personalities.
When a personality change happens, the new personality will have a distinct
history, a new identity, and different behaviors.
These split personalities, or alters, often have their own distinct:
name (Rudy, Bill Flett, 100s of others)
age
gender
moods
memories
vocabulary (grammar Nazi fucks up too)
A new personality will see themselves differently. For instance, someone
assigned male at birth may have an alternate identity as a woman. They may
experience themselves with female biological sex characteristics.
The shift between these personalities tends to occur when a person faces a
certain stressor or trigger.
Causes
The exact cause of DID is not fully understood. However, there is a strong link
between the condition and trauma. This may be particularly true for trauma or
abuse during childhood. In Europe, the United States, and Canada, 90% of people
who experience DID are victims of severe trauma in childhood.
The condition represents someone who struggles to integrate and assimilate
certain aspects of their own identity, which become disjointed over time.
Signs and symptoms
The signs of DID may vary, but they include a change between two or more
separate personalities.
Symptoms include:
Experiencing two or more separate personalities, each with their own self-
identity and perceptions.
A notable change in a person's sense of self.
Frequent gaps in memory and personal history, which are not due to normal
forgetfulness, including loss of memories, and forgetting everyday events.
When these other personalities take over, they often talk with a different
vocabulary, and gesture differently. In some cases, one personality may also
pick up certain habits that the other does not, such as smoking, or becoming
violent.
In the shift from one personality to another, a person may experience other
symptoms. Some people can have anxiety, as they may be afraid of the
personality change. Some may become very angry or violent. Others may not
notice or remember these transitions at all, although another person may notice
them.
Specific personalities may appear in response to certain situations. These
symptoms can cause a person significant distress, and disrupt their ability to
live their life normally.
Other symptoms may include:
amnesia (forgets how to spell or speak right)
losing sense of time
going into a trance-like state
out-of-body experiences, or depersonalization
engaging in behaviors that are unusual for the person
sleep disturbances
A person with DID may also experience symptoms of other conditions, such as
self-harm. One study notes that more than 70% of people with DID have attempted
suicide.